dangit…   i don’t know if its the meds, the flu itself, or what…  but damn, could we please not screw with my memories…  i mean yes time and time again wish i had more memories with friends, but while laying in bed reminiscing, do i have to “remember” events that never happened?   i mean they are perfectly logical events and fully believable… but damn it they never happened…  and thats just not fair.