2nd Tuesday of April

It’s the second Tuesday of April.   My emotions are in a roller coaster state.  As time has moved closer to this week I’ve gotten worse…  I’ve been messing things up at work… saying things, doing things, just not quite right… I shouldn’t be letting work be affected… I shouldn’t be jumping to conclusions… I shouldn’t be ignoring procedures…  Inside I’m just going a bit nuts… I don’t want to let things catch up to me…  I don’t want to think about it…  I want things crazy enough that this week just doesn’t register… but thats not going to happen…  The second Tuesday of April one year ago was such a good day…  trouble free day at work…  Fry’s trip after work…  Cheeseburger in Paradise for dinner after Fry’s…  Then, a casual farewell…  a final farewell…

It still hurts…

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2 thoughts on “2nd Tuesday of April

  1. *hug*

    I know. I know. We’ll get through this. The first year is the hardest, and it’s almost over.

    “Love you, bro.”

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